Anymore 2

Lequinn Newby in “pain” photographed by h. Reigns


Neglectful, allusive,pensive…

Thoughtful of decisions that affect 

Yourself primarily.

When you chose to leave

It was for the best momentarily.

Love lost, lost all meaning 

You have no regard for me.

There’s no love left for me anymore.

It’s not sequestered.

Like water vapor,

it just evaporated.

Was there any ever really there?

Or was it just an illusion 

Of broken glass on the floor.

Shattered pieces of the obscure woman 

I once was.

The smoky cloud 

Of “us”

Looms in this place.

I reminisce fervidly

Of placing 10,000 kisses

dispersed along your face.

Lies.

All of them daggers,

That broke through your disguise.

Forget the incense,

Burn the sage.

Get the residue out that remains.

We weren’t on the same page.

I was a friend,

Who became a lover,

To a man,

A manipulative fiend.

What an exalted performance you did give,

Pretending to be my king.

More then enough 

to coerce this kid

Into making love to you.

My body fit like a glove to you.

All the power that pussy contains,

Could not make you care for me veraciously.

All that talk about viscosity

Was just to lower my wall.

Shit…

Now here it comes,

The pain.

When you already saw,

How it felt to me

When it all fell down,

In here comes the rain.

That poetry that you said

Made you fall in love again.

I must be such a simple little thing.

Too naive to have left first.

So I kept watching you leave me

Again and again.

Get a conscious  girl.

Let this be the end of this refrain.

I don’t want to do this anymore… 

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